Just another day again....

I cant LOVE, nope, and nor can I HATE.....I....either....LIKE or DISLIKE.....LOVE & HATE are too strong emotions for me to overcome....

Met an astrologer today. He said I'm tied with sumthing.....sumthing is a roadblock in my way to success....Sove evil directed upon me by someone......(LOL, the devil in me is dying to teach sumone a lesson) with raised curious eyebrows "Is that really so?" I asked him...His confidence suddenly saw a dip, like a flicker of a flame...But he a PLAYER held the grip as he said intently "Yes!!" and added "And it is one of your family member"..........[Beautifullllll catch there]..... it actually put me into the thought process "WHO could it be yar??" and from the corner of my invisible eye I saw him feel the grip tightening and I broke off that trance thankfully.....

Actually when you catch someone trying to cheat you, you suddenly feel so wise, as if new wisdom has dawned upon you at that time....(its a hyper elevated feeling actually :))

I dismissed his idea and watched his next move coming as I said "It can't be, my family adores me" Now he like a snake charmer started playing his music saying smoothly....."I can do a Puja for you, it is very necessary to ward off the evil, believe me or not, n we will also tell you the 1st letters of the name of the 2 people from your family"

Hear my, though little, but still, Wisdom, laughing LOL.....Its a myth that snakes dance to the music, Snakes cant hear you know....they just sway to the action of the snake charmer....All i could hear was "Give me money you fool, I don't know your destiny any better than you do...but I have to earn and you seem a nice idiot bakra to me"

"Hmmmm" I responded & he said "Give me your number and i will call you to discuss the details of the Puja"...."I have lost my cellphone recently, I dont have a number rite now." I said [which though sounds like I am warding him off, but is TRUE] Yeah & he again had the same dipping flickering look on his face.....My heart again gave a chuckle at the realization of new wisdom....
and I told him, "Give me your card & I shall contact you." To make him feel better I added "Thanks, also one of my friends wants to get a date decided 4 his wedding. I will ask him to call you with the details [which is ironically, again true] Hope you do that?"

He nodded and glowed with the fake "Pandit Genuinity". I smiled back.........

As I left I remembered a line "Rehnumai kar sake jo Kaafiley ke Be-Garaz; Is Jahan main aisa Rehnumaa nahin milta." and then my angel sang Jagjeet Singh's Gazal....

"Dard-e-dil paoge wafa karke,
Humne dekha hai tajurba karke.....
Log sunte rahe DIMAAG ki baat,
Hum chale DIL ko Rehnumaa karke..."

Loads of Love
God bless.....

Sab khel hai EMOTIONS ka......

Emotions give you strength,
But can also make you weak,
Like milk when used with sugar makes sweet
But turns sour if used with lemon as a tweak....

Emotions are like flowers and relations are the the trees,
Every flower has a lifespan; it has to wither away soon.
But the tree remains and if given space;
will surely give a new bloom....

Grow and tend your garden like a humble gardener,
who well plans the sowing of seeds;
So that the trees dont clutter to form a Jungle,
where you get lost not knowing where it leads.....

The generous gardener not only protects that tree which bears fruits,
But cares more for the one that does not;
Because he knows, it needs a little more attention and care;
than probably what it has got....

But the wise gardener keeps the difference in mind,
That flowers and fruits can grow only on some;
Few need to be kept green,
Only for the singing birds to come....

Loads of Love,
God bless...

QUEST for the ELIXIR of LIFE

AAhh...hurting back, achin bad,
but here I am, on the blogging track.....
Just love writing :) This is gonna be a loooonnngg one.....

Sometimes life seems so unfocused.....itni saari raahon main kaunsi raah chuno...Some roads less travelled,unknown and dark.....some i know where they will take me.....then I wish for a magical land to appear....Jahan pe har honi ka ek matlab ho....kuch bhi without reason na ho....aur tumhen woh reason; secret codes, treasures ya indications; ke thru pata chale, na pata chale toh ek scary, hilarious adventure trip begins us reason ki talaash main.....(naaah it aint a game yar...)

Maane ek maksad hai...aur usse poora karne main bahut saari acchi acchi cheezen, log aapke saath hain. Par itna toh tai hai ki ending happy hai. Phir toh it will be phatte freakin FUN.....

A place where you just blink and you see your dream....see yourself in 3D in your dream, so colourful so bright....n then once u have the glimpse of your dream you set out on the journey of its realization....

But right now, my dreams are so many, I dunno which one to chase and dunno which one is worth it....A true saggittarius....Prioritizing hmmm.....Permutations and Combinations is sumthing i always hated....:) No really....i still do....

I guess the dreams and we get confused..because humein zindagi se bahut kuch chahiye hota hai....(greedy bakasur)....All this samajhdaari and duniyadaari...clutter kar deta hai dimaag ko...As kids we never had a hard time makin choices...coz we werent afraid of the repurcurssions of the options that we chose.....(i read somewhere "Now i see dimly in the mirror.....as a kid i saw face to face")

So much gyaan....but still empty.....Used to love this feeling, the kind like aap daude jaa rahe ho ek khule bade se meadow main....the wind rustling thru ur hair and the frock whirling in the wind....the hair bouncing on my head...Lush green all around with spots of yellow golden flowers n violet pink butterflies, my feet carrying me as fast as they can....then i stop for a few moments to capture the beauty n drink a very very tasty life fluid, the elixir of life(laugh heartily).....see the joy, the colour, the twinkle in the rainbow and start running again to capture a new place.....now with a river besides.....the soft mud beneath my feet.....feeling cool......

Yeh sab aur bahut bahut kuch......but where did my feet, carry me to..... sometimes i wonder.....a place where all are running but how long can we survive without the elixir.....but i gotta find it....and i know i will.....coz its a happy ending....and there are a few still holding on to the ELIXIR OF LIFE.....

Loads of Love
God Bless....

Raat baaki......toh baat baaki.....

Hmmmm........a cup of tea and a bowl of cornflakes with milk.....is my current companion.....
wish i had sumthing else to top it up......neways four in the morning and i am thinking......LOL

these nights have got me addicted....was never a morning person though but now i am a complete idiot....."ullu" the owl is awake whole night......the night seems to move zzzzzup.....and the days are long....My dad used to tell me "child go to bed early, only devils are up in the night"....Little did he know what a devil i am.....

its so easy for the devils to work.....in the night when its so peaceful.....u can hear their tempting solutions easily.....whereas the angels slog in the day when there is so much noise pollution...how can we hear their advise when we cant even hear our own at times......so for me i had them change their shifts......(its a sixth sense communication dude!!!!)

yeah really.....a new thought now....see.....have made a resolution.....will rejoin guitar classes sooon.....(dats soooon.....the 'o' keeps growing as the days pass)
gtg now.....have to hit the gym.....one of my very caring and good frend told me a gag about a fat lady not being able to enter the IGLOO......so the thought scared me....what if i have an ESKIMO husband??.....LOL

Loads of Love,
God bless.....

Moments

Some thoughts here and there.....
Me flirting with my hair.....
Drift me away to a time and place......
Where i can see the smyle on your face.....

There i can shout "Where have u been?????"
U hug me close, hiding me, not to be seen....
Slow, warm drops of love trickle down my face...
You feel its warmth on your shoulder and hug me tight in ur embrace.....

Let the moment never pass, I pray.....
You lift my chin and your deep joyful eyes say.....
"Dearest, dont be afraid, now I'm here to stay..."

Loads of Love...
God bless....

Just another day.....

Sometimes your thoughts just spin around a particular entity....and when that entity comes alive before you....its a signal that you are too occupied to think of nothing else.....(n probably insane 2)

Its a peaceful dreamland which emanates such pure energy that fills your soul with happiness beyond measure....

But then Robert Frost has rightly said....
"The woods are lovely, dark and deep.....
But I have promises to keep....
And miles to go before I sleep....
And miles to go before I sleep...."

Life moves on....on and on.....on a very fast pace.....and the dreamland thrives to live too....So why destroy it....Though it cant be dwelled in for long.....it can be visited for sure....(no entry fees as well :) ).....You never know......when the dreamland can turn into a reality.....Miracles though not often but do occur.....

Loads of Love
God bless...