Sunday, May 23, 2010

QUEST for the ELIXIR of LIFE

AAhh...hurting back, achin bad,
but here I am, on the blogging track.....
Just love writing :) This is gonna be a loooonnngg one.....

Sometimes life seems so unfocused.....itni saari raahon main kaunsi raah chuno...Some roads less travelled,unknown and dark.....some i know where they will take me.....then I wish for a magical land to appear....Jahan pe har honi ka ek matlab ho....kuch bhi without reason na ho....aur tumhen woh reason; secret codes, treasures ya indications; ke thru pata chale, na pata chale toh ek scary, hilarious adventure trip begins us reason ki talaash main.....(naaah it aint a game yar...)

Maane ek maksad hai...aur usse poora karne main bahut saari acchi acchi cheezen, log aapke saath hain. Par itna toh tai hai ki ending happy hai. Phir toh it will be phatte freakin FUN.....

A place where you just blink and you see your dream....see yourself in 3D in your dream, so colourful so bright....n then once u have the glimpse of your dream you set out on the journey of its realization....

But right now, my dreams are so many, I dunno which one to chase and dunno which one is worth it....A true saggittarius....Prioritizing hmmm.....Permutations and Combinations is sumthing i always hated....:) No really....i still do....

I guess the dreams and we get confused..because humein zindagi se bahut kuch chahiye hota hai....(greedy bakasur)....All this samajhdaari and duniyadaari...clutter kar deta hai dimaag ko...As kids we never had a hard time makin choices...coz we werent afraid of the repurcurssions of the options that we chose.....(i read somewhere "Now i see dimly in the mirror.....as a kid i saw face to face")

So much gyaan....but still empty.....Used to love this feeling, the kind like aap daude jaa rahe ho ek khule bade se meadow main....the wind rustling thru ur hair and the frock whirling in the wind....the hair bouncing on my head...Lush green all around with spots of yellow golden flowers n violet pink butterflies, my feet carrying me as fast as they can....then i stop for a few moments to capture the beauty n drink a very very tasty life fluid, the elixir of life(laugh heartily).....see the joy, the colour, the twinkle in the rainbow and start running again to capture a new place.....now with a river besides.....the soft mud beneath my feet.....feeling cool......

Yeh sab aur bahut bahut kuch......but where did my feet, carry me to..... sometimes i wonder.....a place where all are running but how long can we survive without the elixir.....but i gotta find it....and i know i will.....coz its a happy ending....and there are a few still holding on to the ELIXIR OF LIFE.....

Loads of Love
God Bless....

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